The end is near...

I just don't know if it's near enough. I have 1 week and 5 days till my due date. I'm fat, swollen, emotional (really emotional), and super tired. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I have a doctors appointment in the morning and I'm praying she says I'm ready and I don't have to drive home, but straight to the hospital. I think I'm just going to break down and cry in hopes that she will have pity on me and induce my labor. All that could be missed if I just go into labor right now. Its not that much to ask is it? I don't think it is. But until that "blissful" moment I have this little guy to keep me busy and somewhat distracted.